Addicted to emails

I am addicted to your emails.
I can't see you but I feel the
way you type the keyboard,
each letter forming words forming sentences
that soar through cyberspace
to land in front of my eyes.
Every idea parading into my thoughts
you're the reason I can't multi task
Why I never get anything done after
ten thirty.
I've tried to remedy this addiction,
I've told myself not to sign on,
not to fall victim to these simple
lines you write,
but every day at the same time
I find my body going against the will
of my brain and typing in my password,
watching the page come to life,
and searching for the little number 1
next to the inbox that tells me
you're here, you want to talk to me,
and I'm lost.