I am so tired of high school petty drama!

Maybe it's not petty, but maybe it is. i really don't know. it's obnoxious and ruins relationships.

I'm happy with his head in my lap Jaynee, happy knowing he's there, happy knowing that i'm falling for him a little bit more every day, happy knowing that he still loves me more than anyone and anything, happy being able to have someone that knows me inside out and understands me, happy to know that he's holding me through the night, happy knowing he is perfect for me, happy to know he is my Jacob.

So if this pisses you off, Jaynee, I'm sorry. I still care about you no matter what. But I'm not going to trash probably my once chance at happiness because you're jealous. It's just not going to happen. If this doesn't work out, it's cool. I'll move on...eventually. It'll be hard going through that again, but worth it. You should be able to understand that. I doubt you'll even read this, but if you do, know that I wasn't trying to steal him from you. Of course I felt like this while y'all were dating. I kept it quiet, never saying a word to anyone. It'll surprise everyone, except Jennifer, of course. And probably Sarah.

The thing is, Jaynee, I'm not close with you. Not as close as with Jennifer, Sarah, Marcos, and Dez. I don't particularly like the way you've been treating people. but you know what, that's your problem. Unless you try to break us up, then you will be EXCOMMUNICATED. FRIED. THROWN OUT. DISMEMBERED. BECAUSE I AM NOT GOING TO LET YOU HURT MY FRIENDS.

<3 Sarah