I found it

all of it
and i took it
grasped it in my hands,
slid it through my fingers,
caught it before
it could touch the ground,
and i caressed it,
i watered it with tears,
kissed it with chapped lips,
whispered love poems to it,
promised it things,
kept it safe,
shared it, gave it away
and shattered myself for it
and it grew,
grew so big, so large, so powerful
it took me in it's hands,
caressed me,
watered me,
kissed me,
sang to me,
and we are one.